I know I haven’t written a post in literally forever, but it’s okay. I’ve been meaning to write more often, but life has just kinda gotten in the way. I’m sure y’all can relate to that! Things have just been so hectic and it feels like life has just been on a constant go, go, go basis and I’ve been so tired and just stressed and all around sick of it all.
So I just wanted to hop on here and let ya know what’s been going on in my life! I miss blogging so much… I love taking the time to just sit down at my computer, put on some good music, and just write. I feel like I haven’t been able to do that in so long.
Speaking of being sick, I have been sick off and on for like the past couple of months and it’s just been a lot to deal with. Especially since I have to be at work at like 5:30 every morning, it’s just been a lot. I feel like I spend most of my days sleeping just to make up for my early mornings, and then I have like no other time for other activities and fun in general. I almost never have the same days off as Justin, so that’s hard because I feel like we never get to see each other. Because I’m always so tired, I haven’t been able to really take my dog Zoey out for walks at all and I know she’s dying to go on one.
I just feel like I’ve been pulled in so many different directions, I feel thinned out. It’s been rough. I recently kinda came to the realization that an old friendship of mine has come to an end too. It honestly isn’t that shocking to me and I don’t really feel sad about it, we were just two people who started growing in different areas and we just don’t really connect anymore. And I’m okay with that.
I have been wanting for so long to make another YouTube video and keep up with my channel, but I just feel like I have no time for filming anymore! And that makes me so sad because that’s something that I really enjoy and I want to get back into it.
I had started working out and eating healthier, but then one thing after another happened and all of a sudden I found myself eating junk food, giving into cravings, not exercising at all, I was a mess. I started feeling gross and things were just catching up to me. But this week I’ve finally started getting back on track with exercising daily and eating better, making healthier choices. I’m going to make the time tomorrow to sit down and film a video, I’m going to start cutting unnecessary things out of my everyday so that I have more time to sit and read and spend time with God, I’m going to start taking better care of myself and my relationships with those around me.
I’ve recently become aware of how much I really want to move out of my parents house and just be living on my own and take care of my own home. And I’ve also had this desire to travel! I really, really, really want to go to Italy and Greece! I’d like to travel all over really, but I’ve wanted to visit those places especially for so long… I’m itching to go.
Anyway, you can expect more posts from me now that I’m getting things back in order. I’m hoping to start posting a couple times a week, but we’ll see how it goes.
This was really just updates and venting to you guys about what’s been going on with me, but thank you so much for reading along. I appreciate every single one of you! 🙂