It’s late when I’m typing this, it’s like 11 pm. It’s been a long day, I’m really tired, and I can’t gather my thoughts very well. So if this post is a little odd, that’s why. 😉
But here goes.
You know how people always ask you if you’re a dog person or a cat person?
I always used to say that I liked dogs and cats equally and that I really just love all animals in general. I never wanted to be that person that didn’t like one animal in particular.
Is that weird?!
Okay guys… and girls… I gotta admit it. I didn’t have a post for today. I know… BUUUT… It’s okay. I got my boyfriend to write a post for me! And I was kinda nervous about it, but since I had stared at the screen for I don’t even know how long without writing anything, I figured I had to give him a chance. So here ya go! 😉
Okay, so I know I’m an adult now and I have to do adult things, buuuut… I’m still really a dork at heart. It makes life hard. It’s something I try to hide, but it’s a big part of me.
I’m not a normal person. I wish I was.
I get embarrassed really easily and a lot of the time I’m the one doing stupid stuff that embarrasses me. Yes, you read that right. I embarrass myself. Like a lot.
It actually makes me a really quiet person to be around unless you know me really well and I’m super comfortable with you. A lot of people think I’m shy, but I’m really just trying not to say or do something stupid in front of regular people.
It’s my birthday on Tuesday. Where has the time gone?! It seems like yesterday when I was a 13-year-old little girl excited to finally be a teenager. Now I’m turning 21. When did that happen?!
I remember when I couldn’t wait to be 16 because it was a milestone. 16 was the cool kid age. All I wanted in life was to be 16 and be cool.
Then I turned 17. That was not cool. I couldn’t wait to be 18. All I wanted was to be 18 and an adult.
Little did I know that being an adult at 18 didn’t really change anything. I was out of high school but I had a load of adult responsibilities. In other words, I still wasn’t happy.
Why are decisions so hard?! I’m talking to those of you who, like me, can never make up your mind. I just can’t decide. Really though, I never can.
And it’s not even the hard decisions that get me, it’s the really simple ones. Like what flavor smoothie to get at McDonald’s. Just kidding. I don’t like McDonald’s.
More like what flavor shake to get at In N Out.
Or what color to paint my walls.
Or what pattern curtains to use.
It drives me crazy. I mean what if I make the wrong choice?!
What if I choose one and then later realize that I really should have chosen the other?!
It’s a scary thing to do, this decision-making business. There’s always all this talk about trusting your gut. How the heck do you do that?! I can’t do that.