A belated happy new year!!!
Well, I haven’t posted for months… this keeps happening to me, I’m so sorry, y’all. And you’ve probably noticed that my header looks a tad different.
That’s because I feel that my old header, while very peaceful and pretty, didn’t really capture what my site was about. But I like this new one. I think it suits me much better.
Anyway, on to the gist of the post!
Anyone who knows me well knows that I deal with anxiety. Like crazy anxiety. To the point where it basically consumes me and causes all kinds of trouble for me. I’m talking muscle tension, sometimes spasms, insomnia because of all the muscle tension, headaches, exhaustion, and the list goes on. Continue reading
This is kind of a personal post. But it’s something that needs to be said for anyone else who might be struggling with this. So here goes!
I grew up in a broken family and I had a rough childhood. It wasn’t just me, my siblings did too. I started to be sad all the time, and at first, that’s all it was. Sadness. But then this darkness enveloped me and it just took over. I couldn’t stop it. I had thoughts of suicide, I had thoughts of running away, I had anger built up inside me against my family, I had these overwhelmingly negative thoughts in my head and in my heart for so long.
Then I got saved. It was like everything lifted from me and I could breathe again! It was a breath of fresh air! There was a joy in my heart that I couldn’t explain, except that Jesus put it there. His presence with me was such a comfort. He was my best Friend, my loving Father, and my Lord and King. I knew He loved me and I wanted to love Him with all my heart.